Asking help in an extreme despration

Hello everyone

I am an international student, because of my study abroad life and my family, I have encountered very serious psychological problems. I am afraid of seeing people or even going out. I cannot continue my normal life and study. I even hope that I have never existed in this world.

So now I have no financial resources at all. But I hope I can regain the courage to live, so I am also seeking medical treatment and working hard to return to normal life. I don't want to just sit here and wait, but at the same time, it is still too difficult for me to bear my daily life. So I pray to you for your help to get through this difficult time.

I am a very independent person who would ask others for help only in the last resort. So I really don’t know how to express myself better. Everything I say is just to show my sincerity and eagerness.

I also hope that when I become capable, I can give back to you all or help others in need.

Many thanks for your reading, and thanks even more for your help.

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