help me to go back home

Hello, i'm Alex, a 19 years old,first, let me say sorry for bad English, but, i'm here because i have a really big problem,i want to go home,because Christmas is coming,i have a really bad situation, i've come in uk for work but it doesn't go well, i'm paid to little and i can't afford to pay rent and food weekly. All i just want is to go back home with some money and to repair my house, because i live in a small village with my grandpa.Coming to work in another country doesn't go well for me, i'm in a deep depression now, and also i have a heart disease. So, please,if someone wants to help, i'm very thankful
  

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