War Veteran in need to cure PTSD and fix family

Hi everyone, I’m Stanley and veteran struggling with PTSD, I’m jobless and separated from my family because of my situation and lack of job. I’ve tried my best and can’t get one. After so much frustration, I’ve tried to commit suicide 3 times and keep surviving. Please help me fix my life. I need to start a business too so that I can support my family and attend my therapy sessions, I’ve appointment on 5th March and I don’t have any money on me. There is prescription of Mirtaz for antidepressants I’m supposed to be taking but I’m not because I don’t have money to buy. 
I need around $100,000 to fix my life. Kindly I’m begging for help. 
My PayPal emails are stanleygichira@gmail.com or stanleygichira@yahoo.com. 
Anything of help will appreciate. God bless.