I thank you in advance for taking the time to read this. I admit I am embarrassed and ashamed to have reached this point, but I cannot seem to fix this on my own. Recent events in my life have left me with emotional, mental, and financial pain. I know there’s many individuals out there that have suffered far more devastation than me, and if you are one of them, I hope you too can rise above and find help.
Last December, my best friend contracted Covid-19 and her pre-existing health conditions caused her to become critical very quickly. For months, she suffered through multiple trials of medications and treatments until all options had been exhausted. Her beautiful soul left this earth early in February and with her, she took a huge piece of my heart. A week after she died, I was again faced with another loss.
Molly was the oldest dog living in a local shelter and obviously looked over and passed on quickly due to her age. We couldn’t leave her there another day and she became a part of our family in 2017. About this time last year we began to notice little masses on her chest. They didn’t seem painful and we kept monitoring them. She had actually developed multiple cancerous tumors that grew in size rapidly. We considered having them removed, but it would of required multiple procedures and there was no guarantee they would be able to excise them all. She was an old gal with arthritic hips-the surgeries wouldn’t be fair. Her teeth started falling out and she had trouble eating. Her legs would give out and she was unable to get up without help. We couldn’t go another day seeing the sadness in her eyes and physical pain she was now suffering. It was time to put her down. I’m glad she spent her last few years in a home and I hope she knows she was loved.
I work full time Monday through Friday at a medical clinic as well as weekend shifts at a local nursing home. It became exhausting working weeks in a row between both jobs with 10-12 hour shifts at the home. My home was a mess, my kids had a part time mom, and I was unable to attend get-togethers with family and friends. I quit the nursing home in the midst of the pandemic. Besides, there was no way I’d ever be able to ever walk in there again, my best friend had also worked there and it would be constant and painful reminder every weekend.
As a nurse, it’s expected of me to make others feel better. By this point, I was unable to adequately care and comfort patients when I couldn’t even help myself. I was angry about my friend, sad about my dog, and in the front seat of an emotional rollercoaster. I hardly ate and began to have nightmares. Eventually I just couldn’t sleep at all. I couldn’t focus or concentrate and decided to take a short term leave from the clinic without pay. I fell into a deeper depression and felt pitiful, helpless…broken.  I didn’t have the strength to worry about how to make up for the wages I’d lose.
The financial blows kept piling up with each over-due notice. Alcohol and prescription cocktails helped me to forget but the pain and stress returned when the buzz wore off-but I still didn’t care. Bills continued to pile up faster than the money came in. A couple of months of my “don’t care attitude” had set me so far back. It was shocking at how quickly I had fallen financially, emotionally, and mentally. I had completely lost who I was.
I’ve seen how depression can ruin so much and I could no longer be this unhappy and sad. I needed to get back on track but ashamed to tell my husband. He knew how bad I hurt inside and did everything in his power to help me through. He knew exactly what I was going through after he lost his best friend to a rare and aggressive cancer. Ironically the date of my friends funeral, marked the one year anniversary of his best friends death. We have always keep our finances separate and he had no idea I wasn’t contributing to my portion of the bills. I applied for credit cards, traded in my car for a lower payment, and began selling clothing on internet sites. I knew the root of my problems stemmed from the drinking and depression and I couldn’t overcome those alone. I opened up to my doctor and had medication adjustments as well as began counseling.
I am now back at my full time job but overtime is not an option. I continue to sell clothing online and am an independent stylist for a nail company. Obviously, the more time I’m able to invest, the more money I make. I just cannot dedicate much effort to it yet, but it does help a little. My husband is aware I’ve gotten behind on things but is not aware of just how much debt I’m in. I’m not made a dent and continue to rack up late fees on over-due bills and overdraft fees from my bank. I have exhausted all attempts at being approved for any loans or cash advances.
I thank you in advance for any assistance you can offer and hope to pay it forward as soon as I am able. If I gain nothing financially from this, maybe someone reading this will find hope. If you also are battling with addition or depression, keep going. It’s a hard and painful process but it’s not the end. It’s true what they say, it’s much easier to fail than it is to achieve and don’t be discouraged that some days will be better than others. I’m slowing making progress emotionally and still go through the stages of losing my friend. I try to remember how lucky I am to have her in my life and I know she’s pushing me everyday to keep going forward. I find it comforting to know she’s up there taking care of my Molly girl.

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I never thought I would find myself begging for money online. I was always good and quiet. I did everything I was told with purpose and without any 2nd thoughts. I now find myself in a hole that only grows deeper. But here I am, spending hours looking around for free money wherever I can get it so I can make sure i can survive. I had a tough childhood and I’ve been working since I was 14 to make ends meet at home. Living paycheck to paycheck. I injured my hip in basic training and haven’t been able to find work since. I’m doing everything I can to pull myself back up but the holefeels like it just gets deeper and deeper. Thank you for taking the time to read this, it means a lot that you even got this far.I’m willing to talk more about my story and situation just ask. 
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Hi I’m a single mom down on her luck. I lost my job do to covid and I tried to get unemployment just long enough till I can work. But do to it being medical I didn’t qualify and now I’m behind on my bills. I have a job lined up but I fell behind so I’m asking for help. Being a single mom I can’t lose my house and I’m desperate for any help I can get to pay my rent and utilities. Please if there is anyone who can help I would appreciate it.

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Hi everyone.. I am single momma that is in need of some help. I had to take my little guy and get out of an abusive situation. Unfortunately, we are in need of some financial help. Any little bit will go to helping my little guy and I survive on our own. I do have a full-time job and I am working my hardest to get us back on our feet but I just started and I will not be paid for the next couple of week. I am just hoping that someone will be willing to lend us a hand. Thank you all so much!! 

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So, my sob story: For the past decade or so I've been taking care of my ailing parents, my mom with copd, my dad with Parkinson's. At first, I'd just moved back in with them and helped with little things around the house, doing the shopping, cleaning up and so on. As they grew worse, these little things started to eat up more and more of my time until, about 7 years ago, I was unable put much time into work and started eating through my savings, which lasted about 3 years. Since my savings has dried up, we'd been living on their Social Security and an extra $400/month I got for taking care of my mom. It was tight, but we did ok, with me doing odd little coding jobs here and there to give a little extra now and then.

My mom died a few months ago and everything fell apart. It came fast, she'd been slowing down quite a bit, but between the time they told her she had cancer and the time she passed was about a month. To start with, my dad's condition worsened by an order of magnitude. Before her death, he needed some mobility help, but he was generally lucid. Once he was on his feet, he was generally ok, but you had to watch him on stairs and the like. After her death, it's like his brain melted. He didn't know where or who he was half the time. His mobility issues also worsened to the point he wasn't even able to get on his bedside commode without help. He takes pills now that keep him in this world, for the most part. 2 days after my mom died, our landlord came by to inform us that we somehow owed her an extra month's rent. This was completely false and I have the receipts and leases going all the way back a decade when they first moved in to prove it. That didn't matter though, I wasn't one of the renters so had no standing, and didn't have power of attorney over my dad either. She waited until he had to go to motor skills rehab for 3 weeks and, while he was in there and couldn't defend himself, she filed for default eviction and got it. Yes, even during the pandemic with the eviction freeze. Since, we've been staying at a cheap motel and, with the little bit of coding work I've been able to get, we had enough to stay here until about a week ago. The manager here took pity on us and let us stay for a while while I tried to get some other income to pay for the room, but time is running out and he's going to have to kick us out soon. Getting remote work with everyone on lockdown and saturating the online workforce is proving to be something of a lesson in frustration. I can't just go get a "normal" job somewhere because my dad needs 24/7 supervision and one of the last things my mom asked of me was to take care of him and Buster (her little dog). It's ironic that with my mom gone, I have more time to write code, but with the lockdown I can't get a job doing it. In the free time I have, I've building my web site (it's not much to look at yet) which will, eventually, provide a passive income stream.

In the time since we were evicted, I've tried every social service I could find, including my church, and none of them can help us, so I'm asking my good friend, The Internet at large because there is nobody else to ask (and I hate having to ask to begin with). I'm trying to get enough to really stabilize. Having no credit or rental history, if I get enough to pay for a year's lease up front that won't be an issue. I figure I'll also need about $400 to get the electric turned on because it was never in my name and they'll want a deposit, and I need (badly) the brakes done on my car, which is quickly falling apart. Anything I get over that, I'm dumping into my web site. Don't get me wrong, I'll appreciate anything I can get at this point. Even if I don't get enough for everything, I'm hoping to at least get enough to pay what I owe the motel here (around $500 at this point) and pay for a little more time to stay here while I keep looking for other income potential and working on my web site. It needs a few hundred more man-hours before I can put it online, but the way things have been who knows how long that'll take. If I get enough, I'll also be able to move to my own hosting which will open a lot of features as well.

Thanks for taking the time to read this.

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