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Struggling with BPD |
Posted by: dlamrock - 10-23-2018, 09:18 AM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Hello, my name is Devon, and I am 21 years old. I am a student learning to be a composer. I play drums as in a rock band. I am a philosopher. Also, I haven't ever held a job due to my Borderline Personality Disorder.
Borderline Personality Disorder causes one to be very impulsive, to have swift mood swings, and to engage in risky behaviors. The last real job that I had I walked out of on break about a month in. Why did I do this? Because I was the most anxious I had ever been in my life, no joke. It sounds absolutely hilarious that the thing that made me the most anxious was working a line at a meijer, because I've played (once) in front of a crowd of a thousand people like it was nothing.
I have failed classes in college due to deciding on the way to the school that I wasn't going to show up (again, impulsiveness). I frequently do not show up to things that I am required to. My therapist threatened that if I was to miss one more time, I was to be discharged. Everything points to me being unable to do entry level work.
I am bisexual. I came out to my mom three years ago and her reaction was that she "ought to have taken me to church more often". This was definitely the most heartbreaking moment of my life. I was fairly determined to kill myself that day, such that a police officer ended up showing up. After that day, I was much more depressed and suicidal. This was three years ago, and things have gotten much better with my mom and I.
Now, I am not hopeless. I struggle every day to do the simplest things, but I still know I can do good things. I will be a great composer. I will be a good activist, and philosopher. However, I'm not sure I will be able to support myself until I am good enough at those things to support myself. What I ask is for help until I get there. In return, I will keep you updated. If you donate a substantial amount, I will dedicate a piece to you. I want you to know that helping me will not be in vain.
I will succeed, but until I can, I ask for your help.
It would mean the world to me.
Devon
paypal.me/dlamrock
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My will to live is fainting.. |
Posted by: Naanji - 10-22-2018, 03:00 PM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Hello, i'm a 25 year old guy from Denmark, my girlfriend recently broke up with me, we lived in a exspensive apartmant that could only be paid by the 2 of us.
She pushed me to move out of my old apartment "Wasen't big enough" and now she's left me and moved out, iam now paying for this apartment myself whilst have taken out a loan for a new car since the old one broke down, and i got 30min commute to work. Im having trouble even paying my rent, and as of now Oktober 22. i litterally have no money left for food or nothing for this month. Iam struggling, my family cant help me, iam due to move out from this place on january 1st. Which is fine, but even then there is no way i can put down a front payment for a new apartment.
I hope someone can help me, i dont expect it, this is my own wrongdoing. But this is my final resort.
Kind regards.
Jonas.
If you wish to help - paypal.me/pools/c/88XAqRmuze
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A shot at a dream |
Posted by: PriceT - 10-22-2018, 12:02 PM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Hi and thanks for reading,
So where do I start? I've recently been let go from a Labourer job, my bank account is in overdraft thanks to a loan I took for a funeral, I moved back home, can't get government help due to citizenship issues, finding a job just hasn't been fruitful and I just now realised that I want to become a writer. A great place to start for an aspiring writer in a way, lots of events I can draw inspiration from lol.
I am single, 25yr old male with no children and my dream is to publish my own graphic novel. Ever since I started reading manga & western comics I have always wanted to try it for myself, to be able to convey my own stories into images and writings, appealed a whole lot to me.
I have started a story, so far I've just begun to flesh out the main characters, started a mock draft and drawings of the characters and will continue to do so after posting this.
Im going to ask for a lot, $2000 to be exact. I know, "why should I give a stranger $2000 let alone any help at all", a fair sentiment indeed and one I can't help but think myself haha.
The $2000 amount breakdown:
Currently my bank account is $695 in overdraft with a remaining $660 left to pay until my loan has been fully repaid, totaling to $1355 needed for my debt. The remaining $645 will go towards buying supplies such as sketch pads & books, pens & pencils, a cheap desk to write on, and other food and utilities that should last me a month.
I am currently living at home, unfortunately for my parents, but I am hoping to make something of this for the long run so I may move out again.
After a month of no rejections and no help from anywhere else, I'm now asking here.
Any help will be greatly appreciated, thank you for reading.
Ps. I wll upload some images so that I can link it , I don't have a laptop or computer and I am currently using a Lenovo tablet to help me with the technical side of things.
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vet needs help.. |
Posted by: johnnniemac56 - 10-21-2018, 06:00 PM - Forum: My Request for Help
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hey my name is john.. I am 62 years old. I am a army veteran. I have ptsd and a service dog. I lost my job back in may. my roommate has told me I need to move out. daughter moving home, I just finished a job training program thru the va. I interview at the va hospital Tuesday. they said I have the job cause of the program.. the problem is I have no money left.. I just need help to move gas etc. I will be fine once I get going.. so if anyone could please help.. it would be a true blessing. I am in a bad spot.. I would even consider a loan,, with time to pay back.. have a blessed day. john
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College and work |
Posted by: Maualx21 - 10-20-2018, 04:35 PM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Hi.
My name is Mauro. I'm a college student who needs enough money to make it through this month. I don't have enough money to pay the rent and other bills. I also want to start teaching Spanish online again but I need money to fix my laptop and pay the internet.
Hope you can help me.
paypal.me/maurocastrox
I can offer you a Spanish lesson to pay it back.
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