Feeling really low. Just wanna be a normal person with a normal job that doesn't break down when she gets a job and ends up not going. This is really personal but I've got crippling anxiety and have been out of work for 2 years now, and it's not getting any better. I manage to go through the whole interview process but have panic attacks when it comes to actually going. I quit my old job because I worked really hard but got treated really badly by members of staff that aren't even there anymore and wasn't assertive enough to stand up for myself, the only way i could is by the getting really mad and that just wasn't me. They were always cruel to me and expected the impossible even though i was by far the hardest working person there, whilst there were slackers doing nothing and getting away with it. They broke me to the point i couldn't come to work without bursting into tears.

The rest of the people there cared about me and accommodated my every need and I have just thrown it back in their faces by leaving. because when it's bad i just flip out and act irrationally, At night I just remember the good things even though there were a lot of bad days. Yeah i'm lazy at home but not in work my work ethic has always been great and i push myself harder than anyone. Sometimes i think of applying again and going back there but I left on bad terms so they probably won't have me back anyway. I've searched for help everywhere but nothing works for me. they just want to drug me up with medication or send me self help PDF's via email. There is no 1 to 1 human counselling available for me. The longer I'm out of work the lower my confidence, self esteem and people skills become it's a mean cycle.

I'm not getting any money and have to rely on my boyfriend for everything i''m sick of being a burden to him even though he says i'm not. We run out of money really early in the month and I know it's my fault. The only income I have is art which I am trying so hard to get good at but I can't get my name out there because you have to pay for advertising in the first place.

I avoid people even if they are close friends because being around people zaps my energy. I just feel like i'm going nowhere and am going to be like this forever. If you want to help please consider donating at:
paypal.me/rainbowtashie
 Maybe one day i will have the courage to go all the way with a new career and not let anyone down but it feels way off right now.

Thanks for listening to my vent.

Dear Ladies and Gentlemen,

Thanks a lot for taking your time for reading my post. I appreciate it.


I turned 28 last month, living inthe suburbs of Zurich in Switzerland. I work as a shoemaker in the city, my hobbies include literature, art design, 3D modelling and music.

Well, music is a big part of my life, since almost eleven years I deal with vintage guitar parts and accessories internationally. Ever since I'm  a collector and seller of vintage case candy like straps, cables, strings, manuals/tags and more.

My addiction to musical instruments, especially vintage 1950's-70's electric guitars/basses, started to grow after I played in a (high school)-band. Since then I was looking out for a vintage instrument. That resulted with buying an 1967 Rickenbacker 330/6 from an German musician, when I was turning 21. I got it for a in Europe rare and low price, fortunately he kept it in near mint conditions and never had any modifications done. It was the best playing instrument I was able to hold in my hands. Now I understood imediately why so many musicians in the 1960's have choosen Rickenbackers (The Beatles, The Byrds, It's All Meat, MC5, The Who, Jefferson Airplane ...).

But my luck soon was stopped by a heavy accident (I broke my right leg several times, almost lost it), whose recovery took almost two years (another half a year without screws and plates in my bones). Unfortunately, in order to continuing paying my bills and hospitality taxes, I had to appart from my Rickenbacker. It was kind of hurtful, but I kept making music with my acoustic guitar, a birthday present for my 10th birthday. I never had an electric guitar ever since, because with my low income as a shoemaker I can barely even put away some money for vacation. I don't go out for partiying on weekends anymore, but I somehow need a valve to release stress after work. Playing guitar always has been my best medicine for it.

I kind of miss the easy playability of Rickenbacker. The problem is, that since my 330 I haven't found another onet o try out: Rickenbackers don't seem to be very popular in Switzerland and are hard to find. Since a couple of years I'm watching out for the Model 360/6, one of Rickenbackers altime bestseller I guess. I never played one, but would like to change that somehow.

I've found some vintage examples that are on sale and available for fair prices. Their finish color is "Burgundyglo": first issued by Rickenbacker in late 1968 as a custom color they're no longer offering. That's sad, because this color always looked just right on  their instruments, especially on 360-375 models. Rickenbackers in Burgundyglo are very rare and notoftenseen. Until know I could call myself very lucky since the examples below are on sale since almost a year and haven't been sold to anyone yet. I'm not sure for how long they will be available. But my thinking was, that I at least should try to ask for help before it's to late. If I wouldn't have triedit, I really would regret it for a long time. That's how much those instruments mean to me, and I'm blessed to know that out there are still a few of them.



01. 1973 Rickenbacker 360/6 "Burgundyglo" (Japan), ¥268,000 (c. $2436) + $180 shipping = $2616

>> https://www.digimart.net/cat01/shop4240/DS04554761/#


02. 1976 Rickenbacker 360/6 "Burgundyglo", $2499 + $160 shipping = $2659

>> https://www.gbase.com/gear/rickenbacker-...urgundyglo

 
03. 1974 Rickenbacker 360/6 "Burgundyglo" (Netherlands), 3490€ (c. $4127) + $130 shipping = $4257


>> https://www.classicrockguitars.eu/vintag...7211346754




There's only one available in Europe since a long time. Switzerland, as far as I know, only has one early 80's Burgundyglo 360 regristered. It isn't my goal to start any music career, but I want to get in touch with vintage electric guitars more often, also and finally to hold and play my lifetime dream instrument. If one of the shown instruments above one day should belong my own, I'd like to regrister it on http://www.rickresource.com.


So if you're interested in helping me with bringing a Burgundyglo 360 into my life, you may donate here: http://paypal.me/Leeroy422

In regards to that, I want to thank everybody forward for your donations and wish you all the best.

Thanks and blessings,

Kl33

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So my story begins 11 years ago when I met a boy 
As you do you fall in love think your gonna be together forever.... 
about a year into the relationship I got got pregnant with our son 
At 36 weeks pregnant I was told our son had no heart beat and I would have to give birth to him still born worst day of my life... I eventually pulled through but on my own you see my sons dad Cheated on me an left me with everything bills credit cards and no money for my sons grave stone it breaks my heart 8 years have passed since my son an I still can’t afford to get him the head stone Iv wanted
Please help my dream come true to get my son a beautiful head ston for his grave xxx
Thank you 
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Hi my name hannah I'm a mom of 5, due to my husband becoming disabled I've had to take over the role of everything,  I'm short 500 on rent and due to the stress my husband attempted suicide monday and has been in hospital since. Anything would help and be greatly appreciated were in a one bedroom apartment now and if we lose this place we'll be on the streets with our 5 kids.

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/mommaof5angels

hello i am 20 years old and i am trying everything to make some extra cash....

i want to go study next year but my parents can't pay for me and i have a job that pays me $80 a week i am helping my parents with rent and i need to go study 

i want to go study for my developing course and get a diploma but it will cost me for the year around $6 343,12 i need to make and they want a 50% deposit by the 1st of august 

currently i have saved $1175

time is running out please help me or give me some ideas to make some extra money..

i highly appreaciate everything

paypal.me/Toetsie 
 

Hello.

I can’t believe I’m doing this, but this is what it’s come to.  I’m a single mother of a beautiful 2 year old.  Around the time my daughter was born I was also diagnosed with  fibromyalgia.  I’ve been placed in the hospital a couple times because it’s very agressive. I have accumulated over $75,000 in medical bills!  I have been trying my best and even got a second job to help pay for everything, but it just isn’t cutting it.  Any little bit will help.  Please help me so I can provide the best life possible for my daughter, she deserves so much more than I’m able to provide.

Hello

I am in desperate need of 5000 $ for mortage and biils. All help would be great so i can get in to the summer with no worry.

Kids, house, mortage. It would help me a lot if there are some nice people outside with some few dollar to spare.

paypal.me/rolhen

Trying to keep a roof over me and my child’s head any donations will be blessed and never forgotten. PayPal.me/Ashlin330

Hi my name is lyn and I have a daughter rose she is 10 months now. I don’t know what I would do without her she makes me very happy but it is getting very hard to pay rent and bills with a job that gives you so little hours while also having nobody to watch her when I do have to go to work. I have WIC for my daughter so I don’t pay much for her food. But sometimes I will go starving just so I can keep a roof over our heads. Any donations will be blessed and never forgotten! Thank you! Paypal.me/Ashlin330

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