I was on fire! April 2016, my home caught fire & I was severely burned trying to rescue my flock of little birdies then jumping out a window. My road to recovery has health obstacles hindering progress. After coma, treatments, inability to control body temperature, maniacal itching & moodiness - I just really want to go into "Finnish Mode"; hole up & heal. Hospital staff said those with my injuries always die. Used to be a 6'2" ball of twirling energy who annoyed everyone with song bites. Arthritis chopped me to 5'10" & limits mobility. Have liver damage from 2 bouts of CDiff & I now spend half my life in the bathroom. I'm one of those who refuses to give up. You want humiliation?  Try hemorrhoid surgery. So - house repairs were done horribly & I am fighting with Contractors, etc.  Ins. company refuses to pay for my roof.  When the Contractor was putting up the ceilings, water - they said - flooded through - they stopped the work. All of the "theys" say the damage was not due to fire but I did not have this issue before the incident. Am now considered uninsurable. I need a roof for my home so I can continue to live independently. I could also use help with the overgrown yard that I haven't been able to touch for 2 years. I am so overwhelmed by this madness & feel like I am against a paper judge ("this document shows why you aren't covered..."). It turned someone who was already a private, cynic, New Englander into some weirdo who smells smoke all the time & thinks there are prowlers with matches on my property. I feel mishandled; forced to make decisions while in drugs. Unholy crap. I am only 59. Cannot stand being disabled. That goddamned look in peoples' eyes. I am petrified of my future. SSI disability barely covers living expenses. I have nightmares of car repairs (my car is a 2002 Hyundai), me falling & injuring myself further (I lose my balance a lot), the big tree out front crashing down because I cannot afford a service, high electric bills, never being able to fly home for funerals, my immature 7-year mortgage, no wheelchair ramp, vermin infestations...argh! No vacations evermore; dream of Finland is just that. Cannot drink & quit 53-year smoke habit after fire. TV is my vice. I used to be a stunning social butterfly but I am now a coiled pill bug under a rock. Roof estimates are $7500 to $15000; the yard could cost up to $2000 - more if I just cover it all with concrete like the good half-Portuguese girl I am. Have already exhausted family & friends so here I am, serving my pride on a paper plate, begging you for help for something I cannot control. I so wanted to be the crazy old bitch in the neighborhood with the big garden who kept all the balls & frisbees that ended up in her yard but secretly fed all the creatures her last crust. If you are really feeling me...I need new glasses, too. ($1000; that's with me supplying the frames). I figured I was heading toward eventual blindness & there are assistance programs for that. Balls! I am a loudmouth crone on disability with a broken body. I may get "Trumped"! I come from drunks (my grandfather was town sot & grandmother was town whore), drug addicts (sister took acid her whole senior year & now Jesus is her drug; uncles sold & used; all but one sibling's alcoholic), & fornicators (my father's second wife was my 17 year-old babysitter; I am the product of a drunken liaison behind the Lisbon Club). 8 kids are all average height blonde & blue-eyed; I am a brown eyed, auburn-haired giant of a female. I chose not to breed so I could end this unproductive line. I was the first girl in the family to go to college & buy a home on her own even though - in the words of my mother & every male member - "Why does a girl need to go to college?" Like everyone else, I've had ups & downs, Unfortunately, my lows happened in succession at this stage of my journey & they usurped my funds. I believe in the power of prayer. Last night I asked for some guidance for my roof dilemma. I found this site today. Manifest destiny? Duping myself? The power of the mind? Delusional faith? Maybe you are the hole in the ground for my head & I am going beyond normal nutzo into dementia...you don't get if you don't ask. Thank you & "Good for you," in doing these monetary kindnesses. One of my fantastic dreams is winning the big lottery & then anonymously solving immediate problems in a Johnny Appleseed way. My mother used to take old people into our home to live until their death; dignity intact. Basically, their relatives paid my mother to be family; absolving them of guilt.  She loved the old men - we got very used to ball sack gravity reports ("Jesus - they were knocking the back of his kneecaps!"). Mrs. Fahey was with us the longest; fully dressed in her wig, stockings, and gems, until her son passed away.  She would tell me daily what a fine hotel this was but my children were a little too rambunctious (I was in college & they were my siblings). Her daughter plugged her into a home where she was forever in a johnny, bald & embarrassed, crying for her family through the end of her life. No light in her eyes. No life there; just confusion & sadness.  I so don't want to end up like Mrs. Fahey. I've got photos of my issues...

My fathers girlfriend just passed away and we need the money to save up for a funeral and headstone, also her medical bills from right before she passed. Anything helps really. I amonly comfortable with giving out my PayPal for this. Thank you in advance.

I recently lost my job due to health issues. So my husband is the only one with income. We used his paycheck towards bills and now we are broke. We have 5 kids in our home...boys 17..16..15..13 and daughter18. We don't qualify for any assistance but don't make enough to keep groceries stocked. The kids are out for summer so more food is needed. We really need help Today..Urgently. Please and thank you. God Bless

My name is Brandi and I just leased a new car to make a better life! Unfortunately after my down payment and barely scraping by for a loan,  I'm having a hard time paying the sales tax and such to legalise it. I work two jobs and hope to begin college courses this fall.  I just need a little help and sadly my family nor friend are financially capable of helping me and I can't get approved for a loan.  Anything helps.  

Thank you!!  paypal.me/brandi1992

Working middle aged female twice laid off, not getting enough work in high rent area with no rent control during an official housing shortage.  Please donate at http://www.paypal.me please. Recovering alcoholic with years if sobriety & a longtime 17-year old dear cat.  Facing homelessness.  Need money to get a place or better yet get to an area that is more reasonable.  Family has not been able to house me temporarily.  They like their privacy.  I have worked since 1984 & have been self-supporting for 30 years, minus some help from family after an uninsured injury in 2008.

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Hello, this is my first time ever being on this site. I have explored all of my options as far as legal aid services but I have not had any luck with getting the help I need. So far, after speaking with multiple lawyers, I have come across a lawyer that only wants $1500 retainer and $200/hr. Because of my bad credit I do not qualify for any installment loans and none of my family or friends have money to loan me; so I am here as my last resort. I have been stressing and I would be distort if my daughter gets taken away from me after all these years I have taken care of her because I didn't have the money to hire a lawyer to help defend me. Listed below is my paypal info. If you have any questions please feel free to ask. Thank you all in advance!

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Hi beautiful people. My name is Carolyne, a 21 yr old college student in kenya pursuing my lqw degree. However am having financial constraints. Last semester i missed my exams due to failure to pay tuition in time. I really like school and would like to graduate and help others. Please kindly assist me finish school 
Thank you. If you wish to help please contact reply or send me help via mpesa (used in kenya) my number is +254705400752. Or PayPal. sheenahnmitto@gmail.com

My father is away in the U.S working and i am in Jamaica. I rarely get the chance to speak to him because of lack of phone credit and to call overseas from Jamaica is very expensive. Please send me some phone credit to this number 1876-8645-409. I would highly appreciate it.

Hello I am a single mother who works a a full time job my daughter just graduated 8th grade we live in a bad neighborhood and I don't want her to go to the high school by us there is the private high school that gives out scholarships to people with good grade which she has i have spoken to so someone from the school and after looking over her grades she qualifies only problem I have to pay for the application fee which is 200$ i asked if they could waive it or maybe discount they said I must pay the fee which I don't have after paying bills and buying food I just don't have a extra 200$ all my money goes to trying to keep a roof over our head any help i would be very grateful she really is very smart I just want her to feel safe in her school and a school who actually cares about education she wants to be a child psychologist when she grows up she really loves children here is my paypal like     paypal.me/Ashley344    please please help I really want to get her in this school thank you