I've written this out three times, only to delete it because I couldn't get past my pride. I know there's plenty of people struggling to make ends meet and I felt like maybe my struggles weren't worthy of helping. I have been trying so hard to hold my chin up but life keeps blindsiding me with no sign of letting up. It's hard for me ask for help but here I am, begging for some financial help.
I'll share just a few of the biggest issues we've been dealing with just in the last two years.
It feels like everything started two years ago when I unexpectedly found my dad in his recliner, already cold and gone. That in itself genuinely crushed me in a way that I could never have prepared for. I can still feel the weight of his limp body as I hugged him one last time, the emptiness in his eyes is still burned into my memory and I still can't hold back my tears, even as I write this now. My oldest daughter says part of me died with him that day. It kills me to say it but I know she isn't wrong.
Less than five months later I brought a beautiful, healthy baby girl into the world, but I nearly died in the process. Spoiler alert: I pulled through. It's been a slow process but I'm getting back to my normal self.
Fast forward three short months to the beginning of the pandemic. I'm here to tell you that isolation is the absolute worst thing for dealing with grief. To have nothing but time made it hard not to dwell on the moment that crippled my soul. My heart goes out to anyone who has been unfortunate enough to be the one to find a deceased love one. It's genuinely the most devastating thing I've ever experienced.
Then, as luck would have it, my guy was heading to work on the morning of my oldest's birthday in September when a front tire blew as he was taking a tight, winding curve, causing him to wreck deep into the woods beyond the road. Our car was beyond totalled. He even ended up bending the steering wheel with his head. I don't know how he managed to do it, but he walked nearly five miles back home despite his injuries. We had opted to get gifts for my daughter instead of getting a time for his phone. If it says anything about him, my fiance was more concerned that he had "ruined" my daughters' birthday than everything else. We were just happy he was alive.
So now here we all are. Incredibly limited and losing hope more and more. I'm still stuck at home recovering from my own brush with death, taking care of my girls and trying to keep myself from completely falling into an abysmal depression, which puts all of the weight of supporting a family of four solely on my fiance's shoulders. He breaks his back for us without complaint every day, struggling to make ends meet and I'm in a position where I can't work to help provide with nobody left to turn to.
I was a professional tattooist before all this began. I'm an artist by nature and miss being able to tell folks that I actually love my job. Since then, my license has lapsed and we don't have the income to reinstate it. Even if we did, tattooing isn't really practical in the time of social distancing. I've turned to freelancing online but it's hard to get work without a digital portfolio. I'm working on building it up but that doesn't do much for our income situation, which is bad enough that we're genuinely concerned with losing our home. That is what brings me to my knees here and now before you all, begging for some help. I can't let my pride get in the way any more. My family is in genuine need of help. To be completely honest, I need some help. I know that I can't climb out of rock bottoms' basement on my own. I'm trying to make real efforts toward helping my family but it's a slow going process. Any financial help we can get will be so helpful to get this ball rolling a whole lot smoother. If this has compelled you to help me and my family then I thank you beyond words. We all do. I'll attach a Paypal link below for anyone who would like to help. If anything, thank you for taking the time to read this. It was somewhat therapeutic to let this all out. I've been holding it in for too long.
Hi so let me first start by saying I don't even know how to sit here an ask for help with out putting myself down I am in such a BAD spot right now I literally didn't even know where else to turn I recently relocated because I was evicted from my home due to not being able to pay rent I just got back on my feet before covid happened I lost my baby 7 years ago in December to Sid's or also known as crib death so after that happened I lost all of me turned to drugs n was sent to prison in prison I AMAZING it really helped me turn my life around I started a work release program for the incarcerated women to help keep them going when released n it worked for me I got out n finally started to get my life back together then civic happened I lost my job couldn't pay rent n just last month I was forcedt to move out of my home with family in a different city now I'm in a new place sleeping in my car family is not always as supportive as they should be as they should be but its ok I'm but am officially out of money gas an have no food things seem to just get worse and worse I'm not asking for hundreds anything will help right now and either way I am greatful. THANK you for giving me even a moment of your time.
Hi! you can call me by my nickname Mara from the Philippines. I am here to knock on your doors to seek help to support my daily needs especially for my medicines and other expenses which are for a LIFETIME.
Physically I look like any normal person and you will not notice any problem but I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2008 and since then I got no stable income due to no permanent work because for them I am useless. We have no choice but to turn to our relatives or friends to borrow money.
Our debts escalated to cover my regular checkups, medicines, and transportation as well as our daily food for our family because we also lose our small business at the same time, our only bread and butter. When we transferred to the province in 2016 the government gave me free monthly medicines but sometimes it was unavailable after I consumed what they issued which made me wait for a month or two upon arrival of their medical supplies.
Your donation will be a great help for me to sustain my daily medicines as well as the need of my family because up to now we have no permanent source of income and the excess of such will be allotted for the continuous construction of our house, capital to start a small business, food, and groceries for my family and payment of our overdue debts.
Any spare penny you give will truly be a blessing for me and may GOD replaced it a hundred folds. God bless us all and have a nice day!
Sincerely,
paypal.me/MRojas809
P.S. With your consent I am seeking a fixed monthly donation of any amount to support at least my medicines which is for a lifetime.
Hello. I’m new to this website. I was hesitate but I don’t know what else to do. I just got out of a 9 year relationship, the last year was abuse. Mentally and physically. We were engaged as well. He started doing drugs behind my back but it became obvious after a while. I thought things would change but they fondly got worse. He ended up in jail for domestic violence last week. I am home with our 4 dogs, they are my kids. I got laid off from my job due to having to call in to hide the bruises on my face and neck, as well as other places. I need help paying a few bills. Power and water. My fur kids are almost out of food. I’ve tried calling local resources and haven’t had any luck. I would greatly appreciate any help. I’m always the one helping and this situation has me down. $haleybrooke2013
Me and my family are without a car due to it breaking down.
My mother has cancer my father has MS and I need to have a car to help them get treatments they
need and to take them out for drives which helps them deal with the stress.
All I need is enough for a car nothing more nothing less
Hi my name is pyndap and I'm from India, i heard about this sites from youtube. So with souch hope i entered this sites for i am in need of money, my bank account is zero and I'm unemployed since the time of corona and the situation of my family is also not good but if i could get money so as to start a business of my own it would really be helpful, so that i could support my family.
Please if anyone could help me please I'm begging
Thank you for taking the time to read my post. I have struggled financially nearly all my life. After getting married, I am supporting my own household as well as my mom who is unable to work due to health reasons. We struggled to conceive our son and on top of all expenses the medical expenses for that have completely wiped out our savings. I went into depression during our entire period of trying to conceive as well. We are now heavily in debt and we are struggling to make ends meet every month. I would be so so so grateful for any help that you could offer. Thank you so much.
Hi, as the title says, I am a single mother who was robbed recently. My bag was stolen from me, literally snatched it and ran away. I'm devastated over this blow. I had my life in my purse, as cliché as it sounds and I had no way of chasing him down. He was too fast. I filed a police report and I've been stalking local marketplaces to see if my purse shows up.
I don't have a set donation goal, literally anything helps us at this point. They took my car keys, my ID, my cash, food stamp card and so much more.
We've hardly eaten in days. I was able to scrape enough change from the couch and dirty laundry to get us some cereal and milk, but that's almost gone as is the petty change laying around.
If you can help me, please help me
I am grateful for you reading this regardless.
If you need any proof like case number or footage of the snatch and dash. I will provide it to serious donors only as it contains personal info.
Let me tell you about my Haleigh.. She is beautiful, kind, selfless, and loving. I lost my job due to Covid, and started doing side work with Ubereats,house cleaning ect.. It pays some of the bills, but don't leave nothing for anything extra. Haleigh's birthday is October 13th and I have no idea how to make her day special for her without any funds, even though she would say ,its okay mom I understand, me as a mom just can't see how that's okay. She has been through so much with being bullied and made to feel as she's not enough, from people as close as her own grandparents I just want to make her feel special, because she is just that! Anything helps!! Please help me! She also has a Amazon list, if you can't donate cash I'd be more than happy to share that!! Thank you all and may God Bless you!! Hmtbhn13@gmail.com
